Feels Like

Hello There!
It has been a while...
Things are going all right. But it feels like there is something missing in my life. I am no longer seeing the last guy. He ended things via email. Even worst, since we work together he broke things off via work email. I think I am still searching for love outside of myself and not in myself. I feel so empty sometimes. Mentally things have been all right, I am not that upset about the break up. Maybe it's the Abilify, maybe not.

I am still looking for that love that I just can't seem to get my arms around. It's so hard to locate it, and every time I feel like I am close it's still so far away. Am I making any sense?

I am still going to therapy, but it seems that I have less and less to talk about. I am finding that with most of my relationships lately. There just seems to be less and less to talk about. Am I closing off? It feels like it. And if I am, why?