The Truth

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Calm

Finally, I word I like to describe myself!

I have been quite calm lately. My sleeping seems to be evening out a bit. I am attending a workshop in DC this week, so I have to get up at 5:30, it's torture, but it certainly puts my butt to bed at night.

The boyfriend is driving back from NC this evening. I am going to have a talk with him because I feel really disconnected lately. Ever since he went through the crap with his wife being nosey, things have changed. It may be that the changes have been on my end. Actually I think they have been, but I miss us. I miss talking about how much we love each other, and how much we care about one another and all the ushy, gushy crap I usually hate.

He'll call me on his way in, and I guess we can talk then. Our time has been limited lately; his job is busier, my job is busier.

I just really miss him.

1 Comments:

Blogger tiara said...

Calm!! Lucky you! I would love to be able to say that about myself. The only time I can honestly feel calm is at night after I take my Seroquel. Then I get such a sense of peace, calm, and relaxation. I hope that as my docs keep changing my meds they don't do away with the Seroquel!!!

Hope your talk with your boyfriend goes well.

HUGS to you!

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