Is Anyone Out There?
Last week was terrible. Beyond difficult. I have withdrawn from those around me because I am not certain what else to do.
I saw my therapist on Wednesday and fessed up to all of my feelings and behaviors while she was gone. She thinks that I ended up in such a state because my usual safety blankets were no longer available.
I have a tendency to drain people in my life when I am depressed or manic so I try not to involve anyone in my life during these times.
I will make an appointment with my crack dealer and find out what the next step is in medication changes. I need something more powerful because the Lamictal isn't taking care of all it needs to.
I am trying to get myself together for work this week, and for the possibility that my "boyfriend" may be out of my life for good. He has asked that I give him a chance to get himself/thoughts/feelings together. I told him that I wouldn't call him, he will have to call me. We'll see...
If anyone is out there, please respond because I haven't heard from anyone in a while. Maybe no one is reading anymore.
posted by AnxietyAddict @ 6:02 PM
3 Comments:
Hey, I'm here. Just going through alot of stuff right now and I can't find the words of support right now. I'm still reading though! You're not alone....
hello! i'm reading too. you're not draining.
in light of that, are you the type of person who wants advice, or to be heard? Sometimes people get "driven away" simply because they feel that their advice isn't being taken so what's the use in trying to be a friend.
Are you the type who just wants to be heard? Sometimes people need to be told "I just need to vent, nothing more"...
those types of statements are really clarifying in my own friendships and relationships. i hope it helps, and i'm here, reading your blogs :)
I love advice and input. I appreciate all of it. Thanks.
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